curly hair went CRAZY in the rain yesterday.

it was a lot of fun, me and AP went to Clay Terrace and then the storm hit and it was POURING so we went running through the rain. it was so awesome!! i couldn't get my hair to just stay down though, even if i put it in a ponytail the top was everywhere! and then we went to steaknshake, got some shakes and food.

the night before i hung out with B and that was fun. we went to see I Love You, Man, which was hilarious and strongly recommend it. we got pulled over by the cops, too! haha. he was going 60 in a 40 and only got a verbal by a Fishers cop!! how lucky is that?! and then we went over to his house and played pool and i SUCKED. i lost every game. AP got upset by the whole thing and i understand why. i wouldn't want him hanging out alone with his ex (if he had any...) but i've barely got any friends and B's a good friend. it's always a little awkward, though, no matter what. i'm hoping down the road, we'll just really be friends and we'll forget about ever dating. i hope he finds a girlfriend, too, so that would make it official on both sides. i dunno.

anyways...it was snowing today! gwah! i'm so ready for it to get nice and hot out. i'm waiting for my hair to finish growing out, too. it's such a pain in the ass right now, just shoulder length...not short enough, not long enough. i've got homework to finish and i'm hoping Coffeebeans can help me out with the last accounting problem. i think she's smarter than me. lol. no, really!

i want to paint my room white. i'm sick of looking at this pick bubble everyday and night. ash wants to paint her room either green or gray? weird, definitely a major change from what we got now.

so, i'm a little stressed out right now. tonight dan and carlos practically hoarded me into working another night. right when i was about to ask for another day OFF. so now i work Sun-Wed, & Friday. thursday night will end up being my catch up on sleep/homework night and day. this is going to be exhausting, more than i can bear probably. i've already warned half a dozen people that i'm destined to freak out sometime in the near future.

on a better note, we are going to see Ralphie May live on Saturday night! fun fun! ash and nick are also going to the slipknot concert today after school. i hope they have tons of fun, it'll be great.

not much else going on. accounting sucks balls. the professor sucks. the book sucks. the only thing that's helpful are the other students helping in the chat room. today i also have a law exam. it's open book but i'm going to want to know where all the information is. i want to get up an hour early and type up the basic vocabulary.

me and coffeebeans have been hanging out more. AP and i talked and he's all about me getting friends. so i decided to go for it and it's been fun. i picked her up from her parent's bar and we went to kroger, then her house, and then we got the balls to go to Taco Bell where only AP was. it was funny because i was really nervous, but it was even more funny in how pathetic it was. like, having AP hound on me for so long about how awesome it is...he just sugar coated everything! all his friends are a bunch of losers!! it's awesome! i just can't get over the stupidity of the whole thing. i'd rather hang out with one brilliant person than a bunch of retards. and better yet, AP dragged me over to Z's Qdoba, and i actually felt bad for the guy. he was working so hard and was real friendly with the customers, just a normal human being. i dunno. it was the opposite reaction i expected to get.

i cut my hair. i got stressed out, overflowed, and cut my hair (my per usual stress reliever) - it's at about shoulder length and i kinda hate it. i have to straighten it everyday because it looks goofy if i don't, i can't wait till it gets longer again. jeez. i'm such a moron! hahaha. it was fun, though. it's uber soft when i straighten it anyways (the high point of the matter)...

it's weird how i think of AP right now. his lack of a job, his lack of community service, no money, etc etc...i don't think it bothers me that much anymore. it's his life, and if i'm not living with him, i don't care. i almost see him as a side attraction. if i need something physical, i can just call him on over. he's never there to talk when i need him, his texts are lacking (texting has killed our phone conversations, btw, what was i thinking?) as of right now, it's not that i don't need him, but. i don't want to be involved as much as i used to. i'm sure this feeling will pass, but as of right now, i've got better things to do! plain and simple.

in conclusion (and to put in roughly) he's just there for entertainment value.

anyways, i'm sure i'll have more thoughts on that later. i need to get some sleep. shit, i can't believe i'm working tonight! it's only from 12-4, but still. damnit. haha, night.